everytime i find myself alone, i wonder and ponder on a lot of things. i admit, up to this moment i haven't gotten over him. until when will i suffer this pain inside me? i no longer aspire or long for us getting back together, its inevitable. but why do i still think of him, why can't i just have my own life. he already has his own, am i not entitled to my own happiness??
what do i have to experience more for me to be able to get over him. i knew i shouldn't have fallen in love..but falling in love wasn't suppose to be like this.
i loved him soo much, so much that i was left with nothing for myself. my heart had been broken, but not this hard. my heart's been shattered, torn into pieces. loving a person shouldn't have been like this.
i do not regret having fallen in love; i'd still want to fall in love. love is suppose to be wonderful, and not painful.
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